"Oh god, what is she saying NOW."

First of all: Sorry for not posting a lot recently. I've been working pretty hard on the new novel and worldbuilding for that, doing Rocky Horror shadowcast stuff, trying to find a job, and keeping up with my drabble-a-day thing. I should start posting those next week, since I'll have enough of a buffer in case I miss a few days.

Anyways.

I am ... exhausted. I overgave my emotional labor, because I was really concerned about a friend. Seems a lot of people are having awful days today, and even though I'm not reaching out to try and take care of myself, I can -feel- my energy draining at the speed of light.

I hate hyperempathy.

I just want to curl up and take the day off, but I have a few things to do, and my boyfriend is around and god I need time with him right now. I just need a little love. I need some soft words and some soft actions. I wish we weren't long distance, but ... hey, we get to see each other in July. Beyond excited.

I'm just so tired today. But I feel bad for being tired/whiny, because I have it a hell of a lot better than what other people are going through right now.